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Black and white- its not only about being alone it’s about feeling alone

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24 Jul, 19 05:48
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Black and white- its not only about being alone it’s about feeling alone

Words are less to describe how I feel right now | I tell others that they are beautiful…As I don’t want anyone to feel the way I do | I am always there for everyone as I know how it feels to be alone… Depression is not just a word or its not being sad | Its about how strong someone with depression has to be just to do daily stuff like shower, brush hair or get out of bed…I simply close my door and shut the world out | Its just like nuclear bomb has crasheddownonme…Iliterallydon’thave friends | Everyone is disappeared out of my life…No one cares about me | I am alone… I am trapped in a colorblind room | I don’t think I will ever recover… I see no future anymore | I can’t stop crying…I don’t blame anyone for anything | I feel scared… I’ve been afraid to not feel anything | I can’t push through it…It’s the only way I know how to survive | Yes it’s all in my head… Depression is not about a few days it’s aboutamonths|Itrappedinmyownmind… Not scaredofdeathanymore|Thesoul is dead but the body lives on… (when the rest of heaven was blue, a demon in my view) - Raaisha upadhyay


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